the-real-evil-genius

Whats it feel like to lose your soul? if you lose it can you even tell that you ever had one? burning ice blah blah emo shit. I wonder why the hot girls go for fat slobs, maybe they're just nicer then me. but thats bullshit also, they have at least my flaws that show. I wonder why i can't sell my soul to some dark devil, guess you have to have one for that. childish begging and pleading crying no god would want to help. none do. things just scar me more, tired of pain, lose far ppl again and again. even when i tell them i fear that they do it just to hurt me. guess i need better friends. the bit about knowing you can kill your sel

My reasons for staying are slipping away.

when asking for someone to talk to. All mostly verbatim and or what it sounded like. "I don't really care one way or the other to hear you. oh btw i ♥ you." real caring. "uhmmmm. idk what to say" honest at least "Silence." now thats a classic. "you're a jerk but god loves you and i care for you." ssure "go take a hot bath." "I can't deal with you in pain, i'm going to cut ties from you." "talk to someone." "you have lots of friends" right, ones that say shit like this. "of course your depressed you always are." "lets get high." "lets get drunk and watch bollywood." a distraction at best. "cheer up." fuck you. So concludes